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Post by Yamazaki Deedee on Jan 1, 2013 4:26:37 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,446,bTable] | [atrb=style, background-image: url(http://i417.photobucket.com/albums/pp256/doggydude24/misc/grey-parchment.jpg); border-top: 3px solid #640000; border-bottom: 3px solid #640000; border-radius: 30px;] I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE, ❤ I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE BABY IF I'VE GOT YOU. BABY IF I'VE GOT YOU, I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE. YOU'RE GONNA CATCH ME, YOU'RE GONNA CATCH ME IF I FALL. DON'T BELIEVE THE THINGS YOU TELL YOURSELF SO LATE AT NIGHT, AND YOU ARE YOUR OWN WORST ENEMY. YOU'RE NEVER GONNA WIN THE FIGHT. JUST HOLD ONTO ME, I'LL HOLD ONTO YOU. IT'S JUST Deedee listened to Riley as he talked about his parents and his brother. She knew just how he felt about he's parent, she could relate to that. One was died and the other one was just to busy. "I know how you feel my mom stays busy. So I don't see her much. And I'm the only child."Saying it as she shrugged her shoulders a little.
"You have someone you can relate the song to? That's great! Who is it?" She shook her head and started to wave her hands."But you don't have to tell me if you don't want to."
She had to stop saying things before she think. Plus he didn't really have to tell her. If he didn't want her to know then that was fine. She was just glad that he was feeling better what happen.
Deedee looked over at him and smiled when he said that he could tell that the song was about her dad."You can read me like a book." She let out a little laugh.
"Yeah me to, I miss him alot. But I do have this locket that he gave me. I have his picture in it. So if I wanted to see him all I have to do is open it up and there he is." She pulled the locket from under shirt around her neck and showed him. |
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Post by HAWTHORNE RILEY on Jan 1, 2013 23:47:06 GMT -5
[atrb=cellpadding, 0, true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width: 450px; background-image: url(http://i46.tinypic.com/6xydr5.jpg); border-right: 10px solid #EDEDED; padding: 8px;] YOU SHOULD'VE KISSED ME, YOU SHOULD'VE PUSHED ME UP AGAINST THE WALL. YOU SHOULD'VE KISSED ME, I WAS RIGHT ON THE EDGE AND READY TO FALL. I'VE NEVER OPENED UP TO ANYONE, SO HARD TO HOLD BACK WHEN I'M HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS. WE DON'T NEED TO RUSH THIS, LET'S JUST TAKE IT SLOW. JUST A KISS ON YOUR LIPS IN THE MOONLIGHT, JUST A TOUCH OF THE FIRE BURNING SO BRIGHT. NO, I DON'T WANNA MESS THIS THING UP, I DON'T WANNA PUSH TOO FAR. JUST A SHOT IN THE DARK THAT YOU JUST MIGHT BE THE ONE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR MY WHOLE LIFE. SO BABY I'M ALRIGHT, WITH JUST A KISS GOODNIGHT,
⇢ TAGS :: deedee ⇠ ⇢ NOTES :: <3 oh, no worries. it's fine. =3 ⇠
he'd thought right, mostly. what he'd said had piqued her interest. and she'd voiced that interest by asking who he was talking about. but she continued by saying that he didn't have to tell her if he didn't want to. really, he was torn on what he'd rather do.
on the one hand, he needed to keep it to himself. it could be bad, for dimitri, if word really got out. not that they hadn't been seen together before or anything. and riley certainly didn't act shy about his feelings for the teacher, no matter who was around. but he was like that with everyone, his flirtatious acts were easily overlooked. but people finding out that there was actually something going on? that could very well damage things.
on the other hand, he was tired of keeping it to himself. sometimes, he just wanted to tell the world that he belonged to dimitri. how they took that was their problem, but he meant it rather literally. he wanted to be able to talk to someone about his problems when he and the teacher were on one of their 'breaks'. he needed someone he could turn to for advice or assistance or just someone that would hear him out.
choosing which road to venture down was the hard part. it was like a war was going on in his head. to tell, or not to tell? how very shakespearean of him. in the end, he decided that perhaps telling was the best thing for him. but only to her, because she seemed trustworthy enough. not anything like most or ouran's students.
"it's... well. telling you who it is is a bit complicated. he's... well, he's older. not too much, just enough that it could be bad if anyone found out. so, promise you won't tell anyone about it first."
there was a smirk on his face, rather childish when in the company of such topics as promises. but he was making light of it all. he didn't want her to feel obligated to make the promise, or obligated to not hear him out. he wanted it to be her choice. but he also wanted her to know that, once he told her, she could just turn around and go back.
he chuckled briefly, "nah, i just read music like a book. and body language. it's not just you that i can read." reading facial expressions and body language was much like reading a book for him. literally. he had the patterns memorized. the smallest of facial movements could give away everything.
looking at her locket, he unconsciously reached up and touched the siler chain at his neck. maybe he could get a locket of some sort to put on it. just a little one. and he could put a picture or dimitri in it. something to look at any time he was feeling lonely. or was a locket a bit too girly? and buying it for himself didn't seem quite as nice as having it given to you anyhow. maybe one day he'd find something to put on the chain.
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Post by Yamazaki Deedee on Jan 4, 2013 0:49:27 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,446,bTable] | [atrb=style, background-image: url(http://i417.photobucket.com/albums/pp256/doggydude24/misc/grey-parchment.jpg); border-top: 3px solid #640000; border-bottom: 3px solid #640000; border-radius: 30px;] I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE, ❤ I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE BABY IF I'VE GOT YOU. BABY IF I'VE GOT YOU, I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE. YOU'RE GONNA CATCH ME, YOU'RE GONNA CATCH ME IF I FALL. DON'T BELIEVE THE THINGS YOU TELL YOURSELF SO LATE AT NIGHT, AND YOU ARE YOUR OWN WORST ENEMY. YOU'RE NEVER GONNA WIN THE FIGHT. JUST HOLD ONTO ME, I'LL HOLD ONTO YOU. IT'S JUST She nodded her head to him and then said."I promise I won't tell anyone what was said in this room." As she said it she was holding on to her locket. When she was finish she let go of her locket.
As she waited for him to tell her. Deedee kind of wonder who it was. He did stay he was older. So all the freshman was out and the guys in there grade was out to. She started to think more. Hmm he had to be a college student or a maybe a teacher.
If it was a college student then it won't bad at all. But if it was a teacher....then it still won't bad at all. Yeah it was teacher but so what. If anyone has a problem with that then they needed to get over it.
She didn't see anything wrong with a older guy. Well he won't that much older but still. |
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Post by HAWTHORNE RILEY on Jan 4, 2013 23:30:56 GMT -5
[atrb=cellpadding, 0, true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width: 450px; background-image: url(http://i46.tinypic.com/6xydr5.jpg); border-right: 10px solid #EDEDED; padding: 8px;] YOU SHOULD'VE KISSED ME, YOU SHOULD'VE PUSHED ME UP AGAINST THE WALL. YOU SHOULD'VE KISSED ME, I WAS RIGHT ON THE EDGE AND READY TO FALL. I'VE NEVER OPENED UP TO ANYONE, SO HARD TO HOLD BACK WHEN I'M HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS. WE DON'T NEED TO RUSH THIS, LET'S JUST TAKE IT SLOW. JUST A KISS ON YOUR LIPS IN THE MOONLIGHT, JUST A TOUCH OF THE FIRE BURNING SO BRIGHT. NO, I DON'T WANNA MESS THIS THING UP, I DON'T WANNA PUSH TOO FAR. JUST A SHOT IN THE DARK THAT YOU JUST MIGHT BE THE ONE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR MY WHOLE LIFE. SO BABY I'M ALRIGHT, WITH JUST A KISS GOODNIGHT,
⇢ TAGS :: deedee ⇠ ⇢ NOTES :: <3 ⇠
something as childish as a promise shouldn't have made him feel any different. promises were so often broken that they really had no meaning to them anymore. even children were breaking promises nowadays. and the wealthy were even worse about keeping their promises. they were greedy and only did whatever was in their own best interests. they didn't care about anyone else.
of course, he knew there were exceptions. he, for one, would never break a promise. it didn't matter how silly it was, or how long ago it was made. he simply wouldn't go back on something like that. unless it was some really serious matter. but he'd never made a promise over something too big.
maybe it was the knowledge that all people weren't liars that made him happy about this promise. he could tell she wasn't like most. she seemed honest, like she'd do whatever it took to help someone. she didn't seem like she'd break a promise, like she'd be greedy enough to rat him out. and what could anyone really get out of this anyway? except possibly ruining two people's lives. but who would do that? jinguuji hayate, probably.
now, the question was where to begin. he felt a bit strange, knowing that he had someone to talk to about it all. the only thing she'd actually asked about was who his special person was. it seemed like a really simple sort of question, but he was having a rather difficult time coming up with an answer. was he supposed to answer with just a name?
but wouldn't that lead to more questions anyway? what's the age difference? how did that happen? why were you nearly crying before then? the list goes on. he formed the answers in his head as each question came to mind. it really wasn't hard to answer them. in his head at least. speaking the words aloud, though, would be much harder for him.
"vasiliev-sensei," he said quietly, voice nearly as soft as the one-handed tune he was playing. out of habit, he fiddled with the silver chain around his neck. the pause was brief, only a second or two, but to him it felt much longer. he was still answering questions in his head. "the history teacher," he added for clarification, though it might have been unnecessary.
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Post by Yamazaki Deedee on Jan 11, 2013 18:59:06 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,446,bTable] | [atrb=style, background-image: url(http://i417.photobucket.com/albums/pp256/doggydude24/misc/grey-parchment.jpg); border-top: 3px solid #640000; border-bottom: 3px solid #640000; border-radius: 30px;] I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE, ❤ I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE BABY IF I'VE GOT YOU. BABY IF I'VE GOT YOU, I DON'T NEED A PARACHUTE. YOU'RE GONNA CATCH ME, YOU'RE GONNA CATCH ME IF I FALL. DON'T BELIEVE THE THINGS YOU TELL YOURSELF SO LATE AT NIGHT, AND YOU ARE YOUR OWN WORST ENEMY. YOU'RE NEVER GONNA WIN THE FIGHT. JUST HOLD ONTO ME, I'LL HOLD ONTO YOU. IT'S JUST Deedee stopped and started to think who he was talking about. When it came to her she smiled big at him. Vasiliev-sensei was sexy to be a teacher and all. "Oooh him...I approve." She said to him sounding like she was his older sister or something.
She giggled a bit and started to think. He won't that much older then them and plus she didn't see anything wrong with them being together. It was just how other people would think about it. If anyone every found out and started some mess with him she was going to jump in it and handle it.
Deedee was a sweet girl and all but no matter what she would stand up for her friends no matter what. And she have been in a fight or two. But no one knew that besides her. "I don't see anything wrong with you being with him. Everyone have the right to be happy. She told him hugging him a little. |
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Post by HAWTHORNE RILEY on Jan 11, 2013 21:09:14 GMT -5
[atrb=cellpadding, 0, true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, width: 450px; background-image: url(http://i46.tinypic.com/6xydr5.jpg); border-right: 10px solid #EDEDED; padding: 8px;] YOU SHOULD'VE KISSED ME, YOU SHOULD'VE PUSHED ME UP AGAINST THE WALL. YOU SHOULD'VE KISSED ME, I WAS RIGHT ON THE EDGE AND READY TO FALL. I'VE NEVER OPENED UP TO ANYONE, SO HARD TO HOLD BACK WHEN I'M HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS. WE DON'T NEED TO RUSH THIS, LET'S JUST TAKE IT SLOW. JUST A KISS ON YOUR LIPS IN THE MOONLIGHT, JUST A TOUCH OF THE FIRE BURNING SO BRIGHT. NO, I DON'T WANNA MESS THIS THING UP, I DON'T WANNA PUSH TOO FAR. JUST A SHOT IN THE DARK THAT YOU JUST MIGHT BE THE ONE I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR MY WHOLE LIFE. SO BABY I'M ALRIGHT, WITH JUST A KISS GOODNIGHT,
⇢ TAGS :: deedee ⇠ ⇢ NOTES :: <3 ⇠
or maybe it would lead to any questions at all. she really wasn't like most people. inquisitive, but not so much that she asks about personal matters. he really had thought she'd ask various questions about himself and dimitri. after all, she had wanted to know who his special someone was. why stop with just a name? it wasn't like it gave her any information at all, really.
it didn't tell her why dimitri was the one he thought about when he thought about that song's lyrics. it didn't tell her how they'd come to end up in a relationship. of course, if asked about that, they weren't in a relationship anyway. they were having one of there off moments. hence the fling with nash that had last longer than his flings normally did. if not for the multiple nights together, riley wouldn't have gotten it in his head that he was in love.
looking back, it really had been a silly confession. he knew, with an infinite certainty, that he'd never love anyone else. not nash, not anyone. only dimitri. their temporary break-ups hadn't always effected him so badly. for a while, he shrugged them off and went about his flings. but now. they got harder and harder for him to cope with. maybe because he had something with dimitri that no one could quite grasp.
a long term thing. despite the many break-ups, they always found themselves together again. and it wasn't like they argued, that wasn't it at all. really, riley wasn't quite sure why they continuously took time off from one another. maybe it was the initial impact? dimitri got to break his heart, cause him a temporary pain. something they both rather enjoyed. it was a very complicated thing, their relationship.
"you're one of few then. most people wouldn't understand, let alone approve," he chuckled a bit. he could really say that she understood, though, since she didn't know the whole story. but maybe she did understand that love was love no matter who was involved. that was what was important. and she certainly seemed to understand how very alluring the white headed teacher was. judging on her tone at least.
yes. she didn't understand that love was the most important thing. as she hugged him, he felt his tension slipping away. he hadn't even realized how tensed he was about this whole thing. "yeah. everyone does have the right to be happy. though, i can't honestly say i'm happy right now." another chuckle and a smile that seemed to contradict what he was saying. by all appearances, he was quite happy.
but he couldn't help but wonder what dimitri was up to right now. was he grading papers? had he read riley's revolution report -which was actually a rather long and well thought out love letter- yet? or was he at home? with someone else? at some other persons place? he felt the jealousy starting to bubble up inside of him.
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